Placed the still cool cancer tests
in the child-sized esky
thought of
raw meat and the frogspawn of spilled beer
wondering why the waiting room’s
cloy of heavy iodine
is sometimes cold and sometimes warm
the smoke outside thick as Christmas
come too soon this year
the decimated blue of tattoo ink
hispering stick-figure saints
in gimcrack calligraphy
at home the hills’ hoist’s scarecrow shape
in the stillness’s desultory turning
loops its half-hung threats
the breeze disingenuous
weak as denouement’s fever
pray for rain in that disbelieving way
where hope and memory fade
to a sunset bloody-eyed
thin as charcoal yearnings
