It’s funny the things you think about

1) Pickled Eggs

Every town needs a

gas station, a diner, a

used bookstore and an

old man bar with pickled eggs

    and the game on. Any game.


2) He Said a Poem Should Be…

part journal entry 

and classifieds ad, Sunday 

    obituary,

    hostage letter and tattered 

    travel log of a lonesome 

    highway man in hobo code.


3) It’s Funny, the Things You Think About, When a Cop Puts a Gun to Your Head

The wings of jungle birds 

and butterflies the size of catcher’s mitts, 

fluttering and flapping all around me

in this dream I once had where 

I’m standing in a clearing in the middle 

of some jungle, somewhere, beneath a sky

like a giant cut glass punch bowl 

or classically Ptolemaic crystal sphere, 

the sun, the clouds, the stars and moon,

each fixed in their proper place 

in the grand arrangement of things, 

all rolling, mechanically, over me, 

down and under, back up and over,

again and again.


The wind like summer’s own breath smelling faintly 

of cut grass, chlorine and coconut oil (no other 

collusion of smells so mutually and perfectly 

complementary for pulling up so many memories, 

so much of that deep down, body and soul type ache 

from so far down in the well).


Or, that time Tato and I drove a load 

of antique furniture to Neah Bay, WA 

and it’s storming, off and on, 

all the way along this winding two-lane coastal road, 

and the wind is beating the crap out of the truck, 

and the rain is beading on the windshield 

like Diamels or broken strings of costume jewelry, 

refracting the headlights of oncoming cars

into a million tiny rays, the preacher on the radio 

shouting for I am the light, I am the way!


The dark, silent guestroom 

of your compounding absence 

collapsing ever-inwards upon its 

no-thing-ness, its just-not-there-ness 

ever since you skipped town that day.

Jesus, has it been two summers, already? 

Where were you, when I needed you, baby?

What are you doing these days and is he or she 

(whoever they are) keeping you happy?


And, for some reason … stones 

(somehow like the skulls of sad, hobo clowns

who dreamed, foolishly, of being poets,

of all things) sleeping underground, 

now and forevermore, through the slow 

rotation of the seasons.


Do they still dream down there and if so, 

what do they dream of (now and forevermore, 

or, until some supreme being (or next closest thing)

finally decides to stop the whole show, 

in much the same way, maybe, that someone 

might put a gun to someone else’s head)?


Down there beneath a thick blanket of snow

and a sheet of leaves, down there beneath the soles 

of my and this cop’s shoes and the cold, unfeeling glare 

of a phosphorescent moon, tangled up among 

the roots of Winter’s bony, bloodless trees

where their mothers will never find them.