call me Frank, I’ll call you…sometime

It’s 4 am and I’m grinding
coffee to finish this poem
    the flickering light bulb
above my head swings like
a pendulum scalping
my every thought
I’m nothing like her
she can stitch a breath of life
Into every word she strings
        she shucks & plucks out words
between hard back covers
and stacks her books
like bricks
              she builds walls
              with pages of prose
              that harness the storm
              within her
me, I go out into the toothless
       night, the homeless alleys,
     to mug and strangle words
                       into submission
I punch my poems together
      butchered baloney
      jagged edged puzzles
      carved out
      with a boning-blunt knife
I wire them together
with copper
and solder them tight
with tin from the Tinman’s
new heart
I look to the sky
and howl
like a frantic Frankenstein
I hit the switch…
It’s alive! It’s Alive!
Look at it!
look at it laying there
all naked and alone
                    graphite ink across
                    crumpled white sheets
                    my poem
you can look, even linger
but please don’t lust
for this poem
                                 this poem
                                 though flawed
                                 is a piece of us all